Saturday, July 16, 2011

When I don't have a friend

When I don't have a friend around to comfort me and humble me down, I will probably choose my enemy, SELF EGO, thinking I am all I have, I am all I want, I am all there is, just to get my adrenaline rush to overcome my fear of losing myself in the vastness of infinity and uncertainty until I find my friend and then I will let it go....

Friday, July 15, 2011

Reverse motivation

If you think you can't do something, do not be certain. There is nothing that can be done by others that can't be done by you. Let's put it this way. Somebody needs help from you to do something you are very good at. You keep teaching him until he is good at it. And finally you feel happy in your endevour. Now, let's change places with him.

Move on....with your head held up high

You have had a long journey through tides and waves, as long as the endless seas of the worlds. When you get to the shore, find your blessings and enjoy them, rejuvenate yourself and take a moment for yourself. Then, hold your head up high that you have conquered and survived. Now, get ready with your gear, you have been prepared for the battle. A real one.

A moment of Getaway....into perishment

Mid summer, it was a beautiful spring day. After soaking myself, as I came out, I was invited by the irresistible evening and I went out in the yard. The evening sun and the mild breeze was perfect to make me feel loved and related.. There I basked myself and closed my eyes absorbing as much as I could, inhaling, feeling and listening to the surround sound. I felt the warmth of the sun in my skin penetrating, the rattling of bugs and the buzzing of an aeroplane. Trees looking down upon me, blades of grasses shining in the sunlight, emanating timeless love. Gentle breeze was wrapping me in the instant. A moment arrived when I felt completely merged where I was in. The joy was inexplicable. I tried to relax and let myself in. I lost myself completely. Everything else was there except for me. I found myself floating in the clear blue green water of the vast. But, in a moment, I was all covered up in something thick, sticky and dark. I lay there paralyzed and suffocated. And in a blink of a moment, I was free again. Saw a crab lying motionless. I opened my eyes. It was still the beautiful evening. I was standing there helpless.